my easel has been sitting quietly in the living room for almost 4 months now. this is also about the same time since i started my new work. every time i come home (even in the dark) i can feel my white canvas staring at me.. blank. i sometimes get the urge to pick up my brush and start a new composition but somehow as soon as i reach home i just plop to bed..
arghh i hate this feeling! it is as if 24hours is not enough for a day anymore. and, no matter how much i want to remain energized, my body is just failing me. i wish i can surpass this adjustment period and embrace my new work-life routine. i am blessed to have what i have now but my brain still continues to battle..... i just hope to find a way to squeeze some brush mileage....soon!
on a brighter note, the past 3 months has been a big leap for me and quite fulfilling in many ways. i am excited as to how things will progress.
i'm sorry i am vague in details..this is just me ranting and raving :p
